This is a game with few obvious rules, and they change constantly. What is forbidden one moment may very well be the best option the next. You represent yourself, and only yourself. Everything is a part of it, every person is another piece. Some will remain in play for the entire game, others are part of the set as you pass through. Every piece has the potential to be a great ally or a dangerous enemy, or you can simply pass by with no interaction. It is likely you will encounter ten of thousands of other pieces, many you will never even acknowledge exist.
There is a defined start and a finish. Everything that happens in between is entirely
Waiting for the Inevitable by RideoNarr, literature
Literature
Waiting for the Inevitable
I want to be the monster
Every person fears,
But no matter what I try,
I just end up in tears.
Those who share my blood
Do such magnificent things,
But I can't even build
A small creature full of springs.
Once I wanted to build an android,
A companion who would stay.
Then the world reminded me,
All things rust and fade away.
The friends I had when I was small
Had filled my head with lies.
In the end everything matters naught,
Because everyone will die.
So I sit and wait bitterly,
Laughing at cruel fate,
"How many times can Death refuse
To take me on a date?"
You're quite welcome! It's an incredibly detailed piece, and it's nice to see more grotesque driders like the lovely one you did, versus the typical idea of plopping a model-like drow upper body onto a spider and being done.
Its pretty much why I did it. I know nowadays a drider is accepted in this "beauty" form but I still prefer the monster that sent shiver down my spine when I read its descriptions in the novels.